想你了

我想你了，
可是我不能對你說，
就像開滿梨花的樹上，永遠不可能結出蘋果。

我想你了，
可是我不能對你說，
就像高掛天邊的彩虹，永遠無人能夠觸摸。

我想你了，
可是我不能對你說，
就像火車的軌道，永遠不會有輪船駛過。


我想你了，
可我，
真的不能對你說，
怕只怕，
說了，
對你，
是一種折磨..


我应该放弃了吗
我应该抑制住吗
我应该停止了吗
我应该控制自己吗

我承认
我做不到
我承认
我认输了
但又无可奈何
叫我怎么办...

Go on girl.

Move on
It's just a chapter in your past.


But don't close the book
Turn the page.
- (2011)




总有一个人,
一直住在心里
却告别在生活里


忘不掉的是回忆
继续的是生活.


来来往往身边出现了很多人...


但
总有一个位置
一直没有变


看看温暖的阳光  偶尔还是会想一想..

请你...

把我当成是个风筝,
要不把我给放了; 要不然收好带回家.

别用一条看不见的情思拴着我,
让我心伤..


你那晚不该来找我
我已在暗示你了

那晚的你  就好像以前的我

我很累
你抱着我  但我偷偷地抽泣了
而你把我抱得更紧一些..

难道你没察觉到吗?

心情低落... ...
我真的做不下去了  对不起..

在你离开的当时，
我上前给了你一个紧紧的拥抱.

我太想念你了

但.. 心里却被石头砸了一下
这个拥抱真是最后一次了吗?

你回抱我  摸了我的头
叫我怎么舍得放你走呢..

那晚的你  这么地坚持
想必你已把对我的思念压抑得太久了

只想抱着我  喜欢我的味道
只想抱着你  怀念你的味道

哪怕这次真的是最后一次了
我真的很过意不去了

别再这样了
折磨我  也在折磨你自己

你不会把我给忘了
我也是一样
但你错过了  就是错过了
没有后悔  只是你不珍惜罢了

最后一次  就是最后一次



我应该告诉你吗..
我是时候把你给忘了吗...

怀念 . 相遇

你来过一阵子,

我却怀念一辈子..


你习惯向左走,

我却习惯向右走..



我们最终都不会再相遇了吗...

Like being Hit by a BULLET

When it turns 7,
I wake up no matter what
I brush my teeth and shower..


Nothing changed.




that's what a breakup is...

regret No regret

IN THE END, 
we only regret the chances we didn't take,
the relationships we were afraid to have
and the decisions we waited too long to make..

累了..

你在何方？


别再玩捉迷藏



我累了...

Loves?

Do you love me?


Answer:
Yes

No

or

Maybe...

人有3样东西

人有3样东西是无法隐瞒的：
咳嗽、贫穷和爱
你想隐瞒，却欲盖弥彰。

人有3样东西是不该挥霍的：
身体、金钱和爱
你想挥霍，却得不偿失。

人有3样东西是无法挽留的：
生命、时间和爱
你想挽留，却渐行渐远。


你有3样东西是不该回忆的：
灾难、死亡和爱


你想回忆，却苦不堪言...

Loves

妈咪
我会遵守我的约定


我一定会保护你的
支持到底..




我爱你 妈咪

不是吗?

其实，我很累了.

其实, 一直没有人能够懂我, 我习惯了假装坚强, 习惯了一个人面对所有...

我不知道自己到底想怎样

有时候

我可以很开心地和每个人说话, 可以很放肆的.

可是没有人知道那不过是伪装, 很刻意地伪装

我可以让自己很快乐 很快乐

可是.......

Nice day

Had some shopping at Rundle Mall with my 'long-lost sista' yesterday after working..Shuk Fun Wong

And she helped me to order 酸辣炸面 after our shifts which is Gan's favourite. Recalling back, he had that before leaving Adelaide back to Malaysia on 8 Sept 2011. Went to NanYang Café, our cool working place that full of memories.. That was the saddest moment...

One week had passed. Time flies.. Isn't it?

安全感.

我可以抱你吗？




希望..
你都可以回应我










抱住我...

初恋这件小事

我尝试了..


初恋红豆冰

谢谢..

因为你，
我长大了多一些
因为你，
我学会了更爱我自己
因为你，
我更珍惜我自己
因为你，
我发现了我的重要性
因为你，
我变得更成熟一些
因为你，
我会认真地生活
因为你，
我认清我自己
因为你，
我深刻体会到这社会是现实  残酷的


谢谢你的出现，
我不后悔.
也谢谢你的爱，
我大方地接受你的答案..



祝我生日快乐...

希望

我真的不想拒绝你
我真的不想不理你

但

你会误会我吗..
你会了解我吗..

只是放手会比较好过？

就算放开
但能不能不要没收它..

也许时间是一种解药.

但我们能解脱它吗
    我们能征服得了它吗

......

Falling Out

Can i find a boyfriend..
Can i have a boyfriend..


I'm tired of my life!
I don't like you...


Please don't hate me.
Please take care of your boyfriends..


I don't want to meet you girls..
I don't want to see you guys...


Please let me go.......
I don't want to see you all..


I'm really sick of it.
I'm really get frustrated..


It bothers me..
It distracts me..


Help me..
I'm slowly falling...


It hurts me.
I'M HURT...

你在哪里..

我真想牵着你的手  度过这寒冷的冬天


可是
我找不到你...

我愿意.

我不想再飘了..
我想找个安定的家暂时居留...




你愿意接受我吗?

the boy.

I need to forget you..
I have tried my best not to look for you, not to flip back the photos, not to read our chatbox...
But why you still look for me?
You know i miss you, you know i still can't forget about you..
But why do you do that to me?
You know you still miss me..
I like cuddling you and you like it too. We miss it...
But what to do!
I can't kill the anticipation..
I can't do it.
I don't have confidence..
I can't make it.
How about you?
I still love you.
How about you?
I still miss you.
You'd feel sorry to me..
You still think of me, always..
Do you think i don't?
Why you still need to meet me need to text me need to nudge me...
I don't like you!

I love you.
I miss you..

Someday.

I don't know how much longer 
that I have to put up with everything
I've been hiding all the truth inside my heart


Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn to face me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much I have to force myself?


Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can't open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you to open it
and hope you will realize...
Someday


Though I love you
Though I feel
But deep down inside, I don't dare to tell you


And I hope you will realize
that this person loves you
Please I hope you will know...
Someday

Forgotten

Here's the thing about me:

I can see my future, but my past is blank.
I see the future in flashes, like memories.
I remember what I will wear tomorrow, and
a car crash that won't happen until this afternoon.
But yesterday has evaporated from my mind
- just like the boy I love.
I can't see him in my future.
I can't remember him from my past.
But today I love him.
And I never want to forget how much.

How could i...

I've forgotten that person,
I've forgotten everything.


Just like I've given up my direction, I've lost myself..


I've forgotten him.
I've forgotten happiness.
It feels like I've trapped my own soul with anguish.


Because he helped me to love, things that were nothing changed into beautiful things..


I've forgotten that person.




How was I able to forget him?
He'll probably be remembered deep within my heart for all time...

LOVE

LOVE tames us, makes us weak,
and molds us into adults...


Loving is a good thing.




Love makes us come to terms with our fears..

The greatest fear

of a lonely soul

is the 

Shedding of tears..

lonely.

girls...

friends..

If you fall off the stage, 
always remember: 


Legs extended
Boobs UP.