呐喊

我真想 跑到你面前
大声地对你说..
'我想你! 很想你! 我真的很想你!'
... ...

扑通 掉入你的怀里
大声地痛哭.
希望你的回抱是我要的答案和安抚..


祝
生日快乐.

*Limited moments

When my family arrived in Singapore on 10 March 2012
Of course the happiness and the warmth couldn't be resisted when i saw my mummy and i cried my eyes out under my mom's small shoulder and arms.
But i didn't see my sister..
My cousins came and told us that she was crying at the corner
Mom went to check on her and gently pushed her to face me,
Standing there with her head down crying in front of me
She hugged me and started to cry her heart out as loud as she could.
I would have never, never expected this..
Mama, uncles, aunts came and checked on us while waiting for the hotel rooms to be cleaned up.
We stood there and was patting her back for almost half an hour or more.
She had scared my pants off.
It was a relief..
My tears had wet her right shoulder of the blue vest
Our hearts throbbed with tears.
We were under each other's sweaty and strong arms...

I burst into tears just now for recalling this in a sudden.
I have missed her.



G.Wong
06.05.2012 (Sunday)
10:54pm. (Adelaide time)
Unit 153 (Study room)

回忆.曾经

如果能重来
诚实地去对待

我的爱明明还在

我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提那故事的原因

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落

愛得太真 
太容易 讓自己犧牲 
太容易 讓自己沉淪 
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕


你那傻气 
我还真是想念

傻傻看你 是要和你在一起
不像现在 只能遥远地唱着你

在一次相遇 我会紧紧抱着你
紧紧抱着你..

如果当初在交会时能忍住了 激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里 沉沦

回忆过去
痛苦的相思 忘不了
为何你还来 波动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘远了 情远了...

Consuming much...

I miss you..

You do really consume me alot..
I have been dreaming and thinking about you much since that night..

But i cant do anything..can i?
trying to pretend very hard it wasnt me after all
trying to pretend i wasnt that lucky one who you have mentioned

trying very hard to distract myself..


i have been through so many
and you are the one still spinning right round inside my head
i guess its hard to keep you away from my mind...


i really wanna let you know all this while
this is my weakest attitude
i dont wanna bear all the consequences and i know you wouldnt show anything on you
till now you still have that attitude..why is that.
i really dont understand...
but do really hope that its the same way you feel me.

Morning and seeing you tomorrow.

Hmmm.

Emo emo night. Too emotional.. Its not a good thing.



If you love something
Let it go,
If it comes back to you
It's yours,
If it doesn't
It never was
and It's NOT meant to be.

miss.

I miss you 1. I miss chatting with you. I miss the way we talk. I miss when we spend the whole midnight crapping here and there until we realised the time and to get ready to sleep. I miss it when we said it is time for us to brush our teeth. I miss it when we can read each others minds. I have missed you..

I miss you 2. I miss you when i feel lonely, it is because you are just right beside me in this small town. I miss the moments we spend time together hanging out. I miss it because you are the one who invites me always. I think i miss you..

I miss you little 3. I miss you badly. I miss you when i look back the pictures or the pictures just suddenly popped out. I miss you the way you treat me. I miss it the most when we spend our time together hanging out with bunch of friends. I miss you when you accompany me chatting through the night. I miss you when the jacket is on me. I just miss you so bad I just miss you so much that i cant control. I still miss you although we didnt hang out much we didnt spend time together much. I miss you but its just way too far to miss you...

真实

我就是经常狠不下心来做事，对自己不够狠，对别人也不够狠。所以，总是黏黏糊糊，总是不忍心去拒绝别人，总是下不了决心让自己过的更好，总是缠绵过往不能自拔……






优柔寡断的你，必须狠一次，否则你永远也活不出自己。