the boy.

I need to forget you..
I have tried my best not to look for you, not to flip back the photos, not to read our chatbox...
But why you still look for me?
You know i miss you, you know i still can't forget about you..
But why do you do that to me?
You know you still miss me..
I like cuddling you and you like it too. We miss it...
But what to do!
I can't kill the anticipation..
I can't do it.
I don't have confidence..
I can't make it.
How about you?
I still love you.
How about you?
I still miss you.
You'd feel sorry to me..
You still think of me, always..
Do you think i don't?
Why you still need to meet me need to text me need to nudge me...
I don't like you!

I love you.
I miss you..

Someday.

I don't know how much longer 
that I have to put up with everything
I've been hiding all the truth inside my heart


Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn to face me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much I have to force myself?


Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can't open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you to open it
and hope you will realize...
Someday


Though I love you
Though I feel
But deep down inside, I don't dare to tell you


And I hope you will realize
that this person loves you
Please I hope you will know...
Someday

Forgotten

Here's the thing about me:

I can see my future, but my past is blank.
I see the future in flashes, like memories.
I remember what I will wear tomorrow, and
a car crash that won't happen until this afternoon.
But yesterday has evaporated from my mind
- just like the boy I love.
I can't see him in my future.
I can't remember him from my past.
But today I love him.
And I never want to forget how much.

How could i...

I've forgotten that person,
I've forgotten everything.


Just like I've given up my direction, I've lost myself..


I've forgotten him.
I've forgotten happiness.
It feels like I've trapped my own soul with anguish.


Because he helped me to love, things that were nothing changed into beautiful things..


I've forgotten that person.




How was I able to forget him?
He'll probably be remembered deep within my heart for all time...

LOVE

LOVE tames us, makes us weak,
and molds us into adults...


Loving is a good thing.




Love makes us come to terms with our fears..

The greatest fear

of a lonely soul

is the 

Shedding of tears..

lonely.

girls...

friends..

If you fall off the stage, 
always remember: 


Legs extended
Boobs UP.